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I try my best to mend things the way they were before;
however, I know that no matter how hard I try, it'll never be the same again. And when I try even
harder to bring it back together, it hurts me more.
Sadly...that's when I stop caring; I stop trying. If I do that, I won't get hurt anymore. I no longer have to cry myself to sleep. I can finally be truly happy again...right?
After all, I've become tired of wearing this mask...I don't want to keep pretending that I'm always so happy.
For once...even to myself, I don't want to hide the pain anymore. I just want to scream, wishing that I can scream the pain away.
--
Sorry for writing this. I've just been awfully depressed lately. Misfortunes surely don't arrive as silent spies; they arrive all at once, like daggers from every side. (not to mention that I'm really sick, yet my parents insist that I still go to school).
I don't even know anymore. I can't seem to pull myself out of all these problems...most of them aren't even my own problems :/
I'll go reply to things tomorrow. I'm too sad and sick to reply, sorry T - T
Hopefully by then, I'll be happier. I hope.
however, I know that no matter how hard I try, it'll never be the same again. And when I try even
harder to bring it back together, it hurts me more.
Sadly...that's when I stop caring; I stop trying. If I do that, I won't get hurt anymore. I no longer have to cry myself to sleep. I can finally be truly happy again...right?
After all, I've become tired of wearing this mask...I don't want to keep pretending that I'm always so happy.
For once...even to myself, I don't want to hide the pain anymore. I just want to scream, wishing that I can scream the pain away.
--
Sorry for writing this. I've just been awfully depressed lately. Misfortunes surely don't arrive as silent spies; they arrive all at once, like daggers from every side. (not to mention that I'm really sick, yet my parents insist that I still go to school).
I don't even know anymore. I can't seem to pull myself out of all these problems...most of them aren't even my own problems :/
I'll go reply to things tomorrow. I'm too sad and sick to reply, sorry T - T
Hopefully by then, I'll be happier. I hope.
Image size
1356x2504px 5.62 MB
Make
Canon
Model
MX320 series
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I can imagine OnQ sometimes I have some depression attacks that can't be so easily (thanks God I have my baby, she helps me a lot to pass all this) but before was so horrible. I hope you get better or at least now you are ok. Remember, if you need someone to talk, even just say your problems, I can help QuO you're a really nice person and you shouldn't deserve that horrible feeling, specially with this gift of drawing
So, smile even if you don't feel like, you will feel better, and cry all you need and think that tomorrow is a new day.
So, smile even if you don't feel like, you will feel better, and cry all you need and think that tomorrow is a new day.