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YOU-cee: Falling Apart

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I try my best to mend things the way they were before;
however, I know that no matter how hard I try, it'll never be the same again. And when I try even
harder to bring it back together, it hurts me more.
Sadly...that's when I stop caring; I stop trying. If I do that, I won't get hurt anymore. I no longer have to cry myself to sleep. I can finally be truly happy again...right?
After all, I've become tired of wearing this mask...I don't want to keep pretending that I'm always so happy.
For once...even to myself, I don't want to hide the pain anymore. I just want to scream, wishing that I can scream the pain away.

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Sorry for writing this. I've just been awfully depressed lately. Misfortunes surely don't arrive as silent spies; they arrive all at once, like daggers from every side. (not to mention that I'm really sick, yet my parents insist that I still go to school).
I don't even know anymore. I can't seem to pull myself out of all these problems...most of them aren't even my own problems :/

I'll go reply to things tomorrow. I'm too sad and sick to reply, sorry T - T
Hopefully by then, I'll be happier. I hope.
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Make
Canon
Model
MX320 series
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XocoWilde's avatar
I can imagine OnQ sometimes I have some depression attacks that can't be so easily (thanks God I have my baby, she helps me a lot to pass all this) but before was so horrible. I hope you get better or at least now you are ok. Remember, if you need someone to talk, even just say your problems, I can help QuO you're a really nice person and you shouldn't deserve that horrible feeling, specially with this gift of drawing :heart:
So, smile even if you don't feel like, you will feel better, and cry all you need and think that tomorrow is a new day.